Why is it that I always choose this for myself? Instead of letting myself be taken care of, I choose to be an individual and end up lonely. Sitting at home waiting for the next thing to happen... Wondering when the next time will be that I will feel happy and fulfilled. Wondering when I will see the potential I need to see... and when I can realize potential in myself...
I know I'm going to be successful... I just lose sight of it sometimes... but honestly, does gaining success mean that I have to lose sight of everything else?
Is letting yourself be taken care of the most important thing for you right now? Or is allowing yourself the opportunity of finding something you have been waiting for more important? As I understand it, the person who was "taking care of you" wasn't treating you right... Is quantity of possessions in life better than quality of life?
ReplyDeleteit will be ok, you look as good as you did back in the day. Maybe better.
ReplyDeleteJust "discovered" you on dA and "followed" you here. (No I'm not a stalker lol.) I'm a writer and many other things ... enough to move me to respond to this blog entry of yours. Hard times are difficult and confusing, but try to console yourself that we've all been there (and will be again), and you have many to turn to and who are pulling for you -- even if they're pretty much strangers. Just go ... do ... be ... enjoy -- and that's love!
ReplyDeleteHope you're feeling better today. Stay happy!!! ... And whatcha gonna be for Halloween parties? I still need ideas, myself.
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